Memoirs at 29

Memoirs at 29

The months flitted by,

a blur of days, experiences-

exercised performance skills-

enacted a theatrical experience,

all the while playing out

archetypes that come with

group human dynamics-

focused legions of time on

cultivating a set list for

my musical vision-

made a demo of

tunes all in a clairvoyant morning-

revisitation to the land where I

was born-touching the bay area

with a new set of eyes-

tested the waters of relationships-

surfed on the polarity of being-

redefined my brain several times;

by undoing what I saw as reality,

constructing it again-

and then treaded water in

a purgatory place- at first

flailing arms to be rescued, then

accepting this new dark womb;

this new mother of my next becoming.

Alki Beach Cafe

West Seattle, WA

2009-11-24

(reflection of years process on my birthday)